I sometimes think it's strange

that people will have conversations about dating

and never ask me about my dating life.

Not that I have much to say on the matter,

but I feel like nobody asks me if I am seeing anyone

or if I am even interested in dating.

Is it so weird for me to want that?

Is it so weird for me ot have that desire?

It makes me feel like no one thinks

that I am worthy of love.

It makes me feel like it is so unlikely that I will ever meet someone,

no one can even picture me dating.

It makes me sad.

It makes me feel like deep down,

all the negative thoughts I have about myself all the time are indeed true.

That there is something wrong with me

and I will never be worthy of love.