She’s no more.
"She's gone" said people
I kept silent
"But that's impossible"
I thought
(even though it was not)
She was smiling so brightly the last time I saw
Now it's been a while
Since I heard that
But I'm scared to ask what happened
I had only known her for a few months
But she had become a cherished friend
If only I hadn't met her
Maybe that would have been better?
For I wouldn't have been so miserable
Knowing that she's no more
She's no more?
It seems so implausible
Even now, when I am feeling nothing
She's no more?
I had a bad day today
Called a friend to whine about it
I ended up crying
Not about anything other than the loss
I'm not mature, I'm not that strong
I don't know how to deal with this.
The last time I saw her
She said we will meet after many days now
We said our goodbyes
Why was that the last time?...
Lavender
If you ask me about my favourite flower I will say "lavender" as an answer.
I've never seen a lavender garden I don't even know what it smells like
But somehow it's my bias
Just because I had this dream
Where you were in a white dress,
Cowboy hat, looked like a country girl
In the field of purple flowers.
P.S. here I and You both symbolises me alone.
Hostage.
I wanna be alone
Just a longing soul, does that makes sense?
I wanna free my soul
And hide you somewhere I can't get
I don't know what to do
To do with your kiss on my neck
I don't know what is right
But this feels right so stay obsessed
Yeah this feels right so stay obsessed
Just let me run, run from you
I'll build a wall, won't let you through
It's not like me to be so mean
You were all I wanted
Just let me run, run from you
I'm not your hostage
I was never your hostage
*-* just this much
Song: Hostage by Billie Eilish
Link : https://youtu.be/skHbZBsS7hM