Rollercoaster Rider

It's like a rollercoaster that never ends

In the beginning I had hope and motivation that I could ride it to the end

Now I fear I will not make it 

The turns and twists make me sick 

It never seems to end

There are ups and downs

I see the end in sight and then it disappears

I hope to stay strong enough to say I rode this crazy rollercoaster

People call me a "fighter"

But I just feel like a rider

Along for the ride hoping it will end soon so I can say that "I am a survivor"