Matrix

It's caused me many late nights

waiting, waiting to be taken by the light

taken by flight

to where- it is I call home

in my spaceship- in my dungeon

where creatures are in incubators

for the 1st year of their life to be conditioned

not themselves to endure the life of hell

so much dark to lead so many

back to light

when they pull the trigger

it rick ash ays in ways

were their prey- were the strays

it trips us in so many ways

it is at most times

their is no other way

I'm programmed

operation mind frame

No, no I don't want too

but it's time for your shot

it's the only thing that haunts you

not the dope, the needle, the women

the poverty, the same wreckage

the railroaded entrance

leading me farther away

from my inner presence

I’m a victim-to tension

when swarmed by their overwhelming memories

a prison I'm place in

since the days I dug even deeper

within my vision

To only envision the messages

made to conform you

inch by inch

they strip you

when they inflict you by infringing upon your whole

existence

the matrix comes to bend and switches it

to alter your brainwaves

into fear beta states

which awakes our interferences

the radio signal is sending

false reads to falsely lead me

to believe all I see

But the question is?

why is it so apparent and when even witnessed

from someone straight staring in my business

standing in my presence

still, can not see how it is

I’m waging this war

this war I Chris I'm in

I’m at war

I’m at the Gate again

& wait to arrive before dying

only to find I entered

cause I already died