Why Me.

how could this have happened to me?

the things you hear about,

gossip about

whisper about.

you never imagine it being you.

why me?

i don't want to die. not now! 

im to young to die!

why me?

i have to get away.

no more pain, stop the pain!

please!

why me? 

tight ropes on my wrists.

gag in my mouth. 

i've seen so much blood, my blood! 

why me? 

oh god help me save me.

stop the torture, the pain,

so much pain!

why me?

what did i do deserve this?

how did i get to this point? 

i'm a good person!

why me?

it could've been anyone.

i have a future still 

i want to live!

why me?

i pray over and over to be saved.

if there is a god

save me. 

why me?

im broken now.

there is no hope 

there is no god.

so close to death

and in so much pain

i would end it myself.