Dear John, you know

I threw away my map the day we met. I'm still not sure if it was by choice. But there was something in you. Your eyes, maybe. Pulling me in. I guess when I was with you, we chose our own paths. And I don't know about you, but I've learned now, that sometimes it IS best not to stray off the path. Being with you was a terrible experience, a nightmare I just woke up from. Yet, you taught me so many life lessons, I wouldn't be who I was today. So yet I've been through so much suffering, and I'm scorching mad, I have to sit back and thank you. For all you did.

You always interested me. Kinda like the Taylor Swift song, the one that goes like "I knew you were trouble when you walked in" or something. Except I didn't think you were trouble. Just mysterious. It's KNOW that I finally realized you were trouble. And now I'm lying on the cold hard ground. But since I've hit it, I'm a hell of a lot wiser.

Yours never,

Evangeline