Separation

I see & believe - dope makes me more

in tune with where I am going? is this a lie?

daily I'm entertaining this other me

to be ok with my inner means t

o attain maintain insane mind dreams

the grudge, the love the tug

it's never enough but I won't give up

I head up to get another rush

of that good stuff

it's my fix- it's my dose to cope

with everyday life in this black and white

The world, I know when I'm losing control

spiralling out of my black hole

nobody knows

how it is in my home

I'm not alone

I have always a sidekick lover

who is underneath the weight

of my multi-facade who robs

us of trust- it loves to get close

then crush- it's just a ghost of emptiness

which anything it touches it dissolves to dust

nothingness or is this

what happens when anything or anyone

comes between the dream of this fiend

I dream while awake- I seen what it takes

I'm weighing myself - not to do too much

but it's never enough just enough

keeps me out of touch