Act Vl: a chocolate chip cookie at 10:58

out of no where,

i get that feeling,

iʼm freezing,

then,

evaporating,

like the misty gas of dry ice.

i donʼt know.

i donʼt know why.

you're still in my head.

i knew that.

try all that i might,

you wonʼt leave.

not yet i guess.

or never.

you pop up at random times like these.

you sometimes appear in my sight.

not good.

no alright.

you gave me panic attacks.

you… ugh.

anxiety for a different reason.

i see you out of the corner of my eye.

i hear you when i hurry by.

i smell the same fresh laundry scent,

it'sʼaching when i remember those times…

it's times like these that make me confused,

and frustrated.

isn't it over?

aren't we done?

why…

why can't i mʼve on…?

sooner or later,

you'll fade away.

but i tend to forgot,

only to remember.