Selling your Soul

A subconcious effort to sell your soul for company...

You see the thing is, you get far too attached far too fast and far too easily. Or should that be you latch on to someone faster than you can say "I'm fucked"? No matter how you word it, once you latch on to someone, you do anything and everything to make sure that they are happy. It's always been like that, you put everyone elses happiness before your own. You give people far more chances who, (being brutally honest) just don't deserve a second glance never mind a second, third or even a fourth chance. They just take you for a ride, you just become some sort of doormat, until eventually you start believing that your sole purpose in life is to keep peoples feet clean, and you're ok with that, because at least they're there, they're in your life, and that's all you want really, isn't it? Even if they fuck you over, you're still going to be there aren't you? Because that's just who you are, that's what you're all about. Once you make a subconcious choice to latch on to someone, they steal your heart and they devour your soul- (to you) they always have a part of you inside them. And that's why it's so so hard for you to let go...