After Effect

I've known the feelings for years. I know how it feels for my soul to return to my body and I know how it feels to wake up screaming from a nightmare. It's always one or the other. But what happens when both happen at the same time. What happens when I wake up screaming with the feeling of my soul returning to my body. What happens when I wake up from battles and hell on earth and the one person that I've ever loved to my own screams because of the horror that I've seen.