Broken
Who is she, where did she come from
She's not who she was before....she's gone numb
You gave me life and then left me for dead
Played with my emotions and messed up my head
treated like the red headed stepchild except I'm first born
supposed to love my little sister but I've always felt torn
Never felt truly accepted
always felt like the outsider being rejected
Things aren't the same, people have changed
Could it just be me and my mind flipped to deranged
I don't see the light, I don't feel the sun
Anger and sadness have replaced my unfiltered fun
My mother is dead and I secretly wish it was my father
I know how that's gotta sound but he helped create this monster
I lost my strength and my tenacity
It destroyed my entire personality like a fatality
What happened to unconditional love and lack of judgement
It's my life and I damn sure didn't hire you as a consultant
All a girl wants is the love of her father
She should never feel like she's a bother
Would it have killed you to pick up the phone when she died
Knowing I needed you to tell me it was ok while I cried
All I got was a text ...sorry for your loss
No big deal right it's just the woman who gave me life.....PAUSE!
By Shannon Redmond