Exs

Your smile brings the tears to my eyes, 

your happiness is the source of my pain, 

I'd pretend for you as a piece of me dies, 

all my hopes hurriedly prepared to be slain. 

I know you're happy with her by your side,

And I know I lost you because I let you go, 

the knowledge of the mistake is cyanide, 

slowly killing me when you say "hello".

How could I have left the door open for you, 

when I should have fought for you to stay, 

why did I not fight? After what I put you through, 

how could you have stayed? You had to go away, 

the funny thing is I don't blame you at all, 

after all, it was me who willingly took the fall.