Apologizing

I'm so sorry about saying all this now,

it's a little too late, believe me, I know,

but I have to tell these things to you somehow,

before it's buried too deep within the snow.

I know I should have told you way before,

how much you really meant to me,

you were all I could ever, in a million years, ask for,

now that I've lost you, I know why I couldn't see.

I'm sorry about how much I hurt you,

the guilt you felt about breaking my heart,

and I try to ease the pain, to show you I still love you,

no matter how much your words tears me apart.

I just wanted you to know it's okay,

I should have never let you go anyway.