4am Thoughts

At night

I am wide awake

it's 3:57am,

I'm wearing your favorite band tee,

but it's been to long

it doesn't smell like you anymore

it's 3:58am,

a cool breeze comes from my window

reminding me

that you're not here to keep me warm and secure

it's 3:59am,

I'm trying to convince myself that you'll come back

and love me

it's 4:00am,

and I'm lying here

pretending that you're not involved with anyone else

but now my eyes are so blurry

that I can't see the time anymore

g.l.