November 11th

Its November 11th today. I just wanted to record that because it's good to have a normal feeling, especially after what happened today.

I don't do journals or "diaries" because I feel like it is a waste of my time, but I don't want to talk to anyone and I need to let go of my feelings somehow.

The day started out normally. I was praying to God that we wouldn't get our Biology Test because I knew I failed it. I guess God sort of answered my prayers.  

For the past few months, the media was warning people about a virus, caused by bat hybrids, that can cause "genetic mutation" and all that BS. I guess it sort of died after a while, because scientists didn't find any new information on the virus, and no one really thought that it would affect humans beings. 

Oops. 

The cases of these genetic mutated people or "zombies" started having different thoughts and actions, because these zombies' brains were mutated such that the neurons inside the brain sent wrong information to the different parts of the brain, and makes our brains release different chemicals that shouldn't be released.  Basically, the virus turned ourselves against ourselves. 

Well, shit. 

The virus spreaded like a wildfire, like that one kid who refused to stay home when sick and made, like ,10 other people sick. That situation is similar to what we have today. 

Except change that 10 to 20 million.

More and more people got sick, mainly the poor. Since the poor don't have enough money to get treated, they stay sick, and eventually pass it on to another person. That's how it got to a few hundred to 20 milllion people in one day. 

I didn't know that was possible. The virus then had to be in all continents and countries in order to spread so fast. I can't wrap my head around this. 

I feel like  I should be a lot more scared than I actually am right now. This doesn't seem like reality, but it is, and I have to survive  it. 

I'm going to bed.