Clarity on the Rocks

I struggle with my composure... Wishing my heart would just let go,,,

  The woman im still in love with... Would leave if she could go,,,

You see my heart has found herself,,, in love professed so true...

 Poured out in private messages,..  ...Shameless  in her  persuit...

If only  id believe her...  As I so desperately wanted to do... 

She claimed It all just make believe... If only that were true...

Emotions strewn across the screen... ...Commanded your attention...

As waves of pain crashed over me.... As she denied her whole intention...

Clearly in the moment...   My brain lost  all control...

My heart sprang into action.., ...Might have begged her not to go..

She also could have saved me...  and fessed up on her own...

As insult followed injury...,,,,So often that they do....

Still showers him with compliments....wish I was in his shoes...