I’m Not OK

I woke up this morning and saw that once again one of my belongings was thrown away.I became furious because this always happened to me and no one else.At the end who got in trouble.Of course me.I got scolded at again for something that someone else did.Why?!?!?!My mom was the one scolding at me.She said that one liked me and that I was the one ruining everyones life.I told her that I was having problems and that I wanted to kill myself and what did she say."YOU SHOULD KILL YOURSELF!"