Crave for grace

I crave for people's eyes to set upon me and smile with pure pleasure. I want them to want to see me everyday, like a medicine that will cure cancer and depression. I want to be appreciated and viewed as a savior…people will rest their eyes and relish my brightness. They will love me for who I am- a cheerful girl who helps others and is a part of Earth itself. A soul who others seek to escape everyday life. As I walk down the school hall, I want the guys to drop their books and gape openly. I want the girls to glare out of jealousy. Because I know that they don't have the heart I do.