write from my heart

this time i'll write from my heart

first of all i'm too afraid to tell him how i feel

because it'll only hurt more than it does now

and i know how everyone hates me

but that's ok too because it's only behind my back

and i'm weird and crazy and awkward

so everyone treats me like i'm a fool

i've got too many dreams and too much heart

and not enough brains for anyone

i just want a hug from one of you

but both of you ignore me

can someone just listen for real

and not talk behind my back

i need a real friend

one that knows how to be quiet

one that knows when not be a mom

and tell me what to do

and i want to change myself

so badly

lastly these are just a bunch of thoughts

because i want to write from my heart