Resolution
This year I sit
Thinking about the year.
What do I change,
Or fix, or finish.
What about me is wrong?
An hour later,
The list is frightening.
So, I start another list.
What about me is right,
Or good, or satisfying.
I find myself still thinking.
The ink from my pen
Soaking a bloody blue hole,
The tip still pausing,
Nothing to show by "1."
Finally I give up,
Tear both list apart.
My resolution is mad.
This year,
This is the year I will learn.
I am going to learn to love myself.
It will be slow,
It will be hard,
It may even hurt.
But, by this time,
A year from now,
The goal is clear.
The bloody blue hole,
It will be on the first list.
With little steps,
I will drown the list of bad,
And fill my heart
With an endless list of love.
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