The dangers of writing at night.
Surrounded by
A golden bubble,
Spark amidst
The navy nightfall –
A cup of tea
To drown the shadows,
Melt the silence
And the nightmares –
Digital glow
To rival sunlight,
Familiar blank page
Stares me down –
Melodies beating
In my eardrums –
That song I heard
Last year, downtown…
The words are flowing,
But they’re foggy –
Reminiscence,
Relics of sound –
I can’t quite focus
On the meanings –
Drowning in
A sea of voices:
Laughing, shouting,
Friendly fire,
And the song
Plays on, unnoticed –
And there’s a certain…
Scent: sharp, minty –
At the edges of my hearing,
There from all those days ago –
The time I took that creaky night train
From that same decrepit station
With the guitarist and the newsstand
Where I bought that gum to chew –
Stuffed it in a pocket,
With my earbuds and the postcard
That I bought, a dollar twenty,
Just to send to you –
Sat composing,
All the way home,
Letters I’d write and
Oh, the things I’d do…
But once my stop came,
Melodies drifted –
Voices muted, greenish blue,
Words unsaid, page blank anew…
And it fell apart,
To pieces,
Music crumbling like paper –
Gone: the violins, the cellos…
And a dagger,
Slowly twisting,
Every time a fresh
New poison –
Minty fresh,
Almost a cheerful spite –
Haunts me yet
Another
Night.