soul
"It is a pity that the state of human existence,
Has shrunk down to so much and swelled to so little
This was the not the vision our forefathers and foremothers
Foretold for us. This was not the thought that came to existence
When someone, fruitful in age and fruitful in wisdom
Sat down to think about what the meaning of existence truly is."
He thinks.
His head is dulled by the images
Of ghosts, dark lights flitting around in his mind
Invisible to everyone. but all too clear to him
Since you are what you eat and he has
Absolutely no idea how that relates to his state of existence
But he inhales words, bleeds sentences, creates lives, eats souls
Like the ravenous monster he is
So he supposes that that's the reason why
The sentence popped into his head.
He considers himself a kind man. It's been a grand total of
Sixteen years since anyone has died by his hand
And, as a member of the society of the underground, everyone knows
That that's not something to be laughed at. The gun gripped
In his calloused fingers seems old and dented, but the bullets inside
Haven't been fired. He likes to think that
It means the purity of his soul is still there, the purities of the souls
That will come to life under him will be guaranteed.
He kills a woman.
Not that the gender matters, since her body is dead,
One body dead is one soul gone, and her soul is gone. He has eaten a soul,
But this time it is for real. There is no more pretending
The demon of the streets is out to get him, she was out to get him, and the
Boy crouched in front of him, asking if he is okay,
Is most definitely a spy from them.
He raises his gun, hand shaking, body shaking, the adrenaline
Coursing through him as his finger tightens on the trigger, presses down, and
The bullet goes right through the boy's head.
Disappears without a trace. The boy brings his hand forwards from where
It was twisted behind him, and holds out a bullet to him, clean
And devoid of blood, similar to how the boy's head is devoid of holes.
His hand doesn't stop shaking.
Instead, it trembles harder, like a leaf shattered by bullets in the raging wind.
"Hello, sir. I believe you dropped this. Do you need help getting up?"
The boy's voice rings through his head like a chorus of fallen angels
He's convinced, now, the demon of the streets is
Seeking vengeance, wanting him to
Take another life. Feed the bloodlust of the monsters like him
Who roam the streets of the underworld.
He sits up, the fog clears slowly from his mind.
The boy smiles wider, and waits, the hand with the bullet outstretched in front of him
Like a sacrifice.
He pushes the bullet aside
And takes the boy's hand.
The boy smiles widely, angelic
It doesn't match his face, but he accept it as the boy
Pulls him up slowly, with more power than you'd expect
"I'd be glad to help you, sir. Follow me, please."
He closes his eyes and lets his tarnished soul lead him.