No Savior

If there were a soul in my body, I would let it guide me until it could no longer breathe in and out and if I could love with all my heart I would love anyone who dare come close, but I can not love and I can not feel the feelings everyone else does for I am alone in this dark world with no one to hold and no one to hold me for I am a sociopath and a psychopath with total disregard for reality and its hold on me because I can't be helped and I can not be held captive in this cell with the devil breathing over my shoulder day and night as I wish and want and crave for a lover, a holder, a person to save me from this hell that I am living but no one comes and not one person asks if I am okay in this dark pit of despair and if no one dare rescue me, what is there left for me to live in this world that to everyone else is sunny and bright and happy but to me a dark, dreadful land covered in fog and smog that follows me everywhere I go, but what if someone were to save me, what if someone came to make me happy?