SURGERY @ 9

4th day here..

Doctors learned you can't give me adivan because it leads me to have a funny, but negative reaction. ..

One screaming about how I relate to the #4 smiley face's indifference  (on the pain chart) and another; hulking out from the hospital bed trying to locate my mom while running bare-bottomed, I.V bag in hand down the halls, shocking the hell out of some nicely dressed families..

One orderly did say I was still VERY polite yelling "excuse me ma'am" as I darted past her very tiny self who was no match for my 6'1" , drug addled stature.....

So they won't be giving me that again and I'm a bit (very) embarrassed....

Really it comes to me in flashes but i don't have a clear memory of the situation at all!