Barely breathing

In this moment I am barely breathing, barely standing, barely awake…

In this moment, I have found my pillow, my blanket, my bed…

In this moment I go to sleep, for only a few hours, then I wake up and struggle through night 3 of my15 hr shifts at the hospital. 15 long and high stress hours where I will have to be in 16 places at once, maintaining the quality and comfort of lives that I am responsible for.

At this moment, I am spent.