Everlasting Momentum

I didn’t write today

Until I waited for tomorrow

When I anticipated to say

That I had always felt this sorrow

Of savoring the perfections

That I knew I couldn’t swallow

Since I always had Faith

That It would end tomorrow

Once Life declared suffering

I disposed the instruments

That crafted the absolute freedom

Of whimsical expressions

And sustained the malevolent envy

Of indignant failures

That stimulated dictatorial anger

As I listened to the mellifluous stanzas

My soul summoned me

To delve into its candid beauty

Blinded by improvements

I exclaimed disappointment

And my irresolute arms

Embraced each other

As the world witnessed this impudence

My swollen pupils

Decidedly disconnected from emotion

And I dangerously became phlegmatic

Gradually inserting the pen

Into this vacillated cranium

That I refused to identify as ‘Logic’

And acquiesced the insanity

That dismissed the innovative language

After trillions of seconds

The extirpated words escaped from the scribbles

That I had produced

And ran to the crumbled blank papers

For security and recovery

As the clock pitied my deficient time

I reminisced the exuberant princess

That never erased her flawed expressions

But always took pride her flawed expressions

After enduring this love affair

I rejected this deception

That intentionally

Stole me

From me

Because

Inconsistency

Was not the reason

Why I couldn't grow

It was my perpetual cry

And ephemeral smile

That compelled me to go