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I'm honestly very confused about my sexuality. I've developed big crushes on guys and short term ones on girls. In my mind I'm more sexually attracted to guys but more emotionally attracted to girls. But when I was with a guy and we kissed and all that, I didn't like it. Maybe I just didn't like the guy very much.. idk.. and the only time I've kissed a girl was in like 2nd grade.. and I just feel more emotionally attached to girls.. maybe the reason no crush lasts is cause I'm scared.. as you can tell, I'm confused.

Like I can imagine kissing a girl and holding hands and doing romantic stuff, but I can't imagine sex with one. (I am still a virgin btw). And I can maybe *possibly* imagine it with a guy? Sometimes my sex drive is high and sometimes it's low.  

I don't even know.