My own angel

Every. Single. Freaking. Day. Every day I choose to get up. Every day I put down the blade and picked up a pen. Every day I choose to speak up. Every day I don't yell at you for treating me like trash. Every day I put on my smile and don't take it off until I climb into bed. Every day I want to die but I tell myself no. Every day I fight back. Every day I win. Every day I choose life. Every day I am my own angel, because no one else is coming to save me anytime soon.