Though I stand, I fall

When I see you my heart pounds out of my chest

My lungs feel like they are going to erupt, a complete

outpouring of sentiment

I collapse to my knees in complete adoration

My entire entity crumbles beneath my weight

But I know with every fiber of my being that it will never be

Because you're a boy with a promising future and I'm a girl

with a death wish

So I make amends with my soul and push aside my

frivolous emotions

And you go through your perfect life never knowing how hard 

I fell for you...