We Will Be

...And all that was in existence retreated back to nothingness...

There I was. It was only "Me". Everything was unknown as I waited in the dark. Suddenly, there came a spark. "Who am I? What exactly am I? Where am I? All I can sense is this...this...solitude." Voices began to speak:

"You're not the only one!" An anxious melody...

"What am I going to do?" A fearful quivering...

"Why do I question?" Anger filling the void...

"Will I be alone forever?" Sadness lingering...

"What did I do to get here?" Shame settling..."I don't want to be here!" Hate and remorse ringing...

"Am I more than this? Why can't I be more?" Envy growing...

"What colorful voices you all have!" A tone of joy...I could sense some type of entity with each voice, although they were inside.

Then, a greater voice drowned them all out. It was Me.

"Hold on, all of you. I can't see you, but I can feel you. I'm not sure I understand all of this, but I believe we're all connected. In fact, you must be a part of me. I want to do all that I can to know everything about...us. I'll be sure not to ever let you go, if we can ever be apart."

With each word, there was a force pulling at me. The voices altogether exclaimed, "We want to be free! We want to play and explore and learn!"

A lovely, beautiful female voice boomed out just then:

"Let them go.Don't you remember the last time, my love?"

Images flooded the darkness. In an instant I knew what was going on, why, and how. I remembered...We were G.O.D., the "Governors of Dimensions". Currently, we were all in the Hall of Collision, where all the dimensions meet, trying to figure out how we want to experience ourselves this time. It was my turn to make the final decision.

"Well, my little gods, the last time this happened, things went awry. The vehicles of our choosing didn't want to understand how you work and why, so let's make sure we do this wisely, slowly, and carefully."

They agreed. "Go and Become!"The Hall had opened, and a great pushing and pulling occurred, since they could never truly be separated from their source. Particles became visible, thanks to my counterpart whom I like to call "Mother Nature". She gets a little carried away at times but she knows what she's doing. I help guide her when she is unsure. We work together all the time. We are a team, we are a family. I love Us. Several days have passed, at least in our time since we have allowed the hourglass to fill once again. Now, there were many galaxies, stars, and planets visible. The whole space was filled. The dimensions were yet again divided but never disconnected, and we all agreed to make our number one home the third rock from the sun of a beautiful galaxy I like to call "Eden's Garden", only because "Eden" is Mother Nature's real name. The parts of myself, ourself, my little gods going forth, have now targeted a primate type of creature to fully inhabit. It was a great choice so long as they don't forget who they really are and revert back to the times of separation, where primal desires rule over all. Nothing wrong with that per say, but that time period is over. They had all the time to experience what it's like to run on only "survival mode". Now is the time to be aware of us...of themselves within the dimension of time, space, and visible life. By now, they have forgotten which is the reasoning for Eden to instill the survival mode in all of life. They start at the lowest and rise to the highest, gaining experience and knowledge each time, though, unfortunately, most of it is lost due to the inter-dimensional transits. It is the final day, and they have awaken. As I watch them and how real they are, I fall in love. Love, by the way, is the greatest part of Us G.O.D.'s. I Am Always Here and There, but am not always understood. You never will understand Me as long as I'm able to oversee everything happening. You, the parts of Me that I can distinguish from being just "Me", will forever long to become individuals. At the same time, however, you will always long to become One as well. This, in turn, keeps the spirit of creation and destruction going in several dimensions, but especially yours. Never forget, always strive to grow and love, and you will come to understand You...Me...Us...the elusive Great Paradox.