see/saw

i like you

i'm not needed

and i believe that i want you

i'm not good for you

and i sometimes find the world boring

why would you want me?

its all another brick in the wall

i'll just hurt you again

there's so much i want to tell you

you'll want me dead

and i want to tell you everything

i'm a martyr of our failure

but i don't know anymore

i was never for you, was i?

i differ from you, but that's fine

this human is unstable

we could put in the effort

why bother anymore?

i want to spill it all

you'll hate me for this

an emotional waterfall

emotions are useless

i guess i'd want to meet you

you would leave me there

and tell you everything

you'll shut the door

i guess i'd want to smile for you

there's pain behind my eyes

i guess I want to hug you

you'll never accept

and cry right there

only wasted tears

but there's never enough time

do you want me gone?

and i don't think it'll work

i guess we both won't care

just tell me when to leave

i hope you joke about my insecurities!

but i don't care what the other says

i see you and i saw potential

i saw defeat yet i see renewal

i see what we can be but i saw the consequences

it's up to you, all i can do is watch

and it's so hilarious that i bothered writing this