Falling

I feel like falling

Down the stairs

Just for the sake of it

The action of it

The pain of it

Snapping me back to reality

I feel like falling

Off my bed

Tumbling and

Crashing and

Tangled in my sheets

I feel like falling

Into a puddle

To get soaked

To see if anyone'll notice

I feel like falling

Into a hole

And I wonder

If anyone will come

To save me from starvation

When I sit in the dewy grass

With a sprained ankle

I feel like falling

Forever

And ever and

Ever

I feel like falling

Anywhere and

Everywhere

Except into love

Or like

I feel like falling

Is too much effort

For such a small outcome

A small chance

That it'll be okay

I feel like falling

Always

And never

And forever

And not

Picking

Myself up

I feel like falling will leave me

Scraped

Bruised

Wet

Broken

Eternal

Heartbroken

Exhausted

Maybe I shouldn't

Feel like falling