I Get Lost In Here

I know that I often times, get lost in here.

I cannot explain why or how. I just get lost in here.

I am adrift in my own mind. Not doing the things I should be doing

Not doing the things I planned to do. I just get lost in here.

I have tried for so very long to find my way around it. To find my way through it.

To just get past all of this insanity. Still, I just keep getting lost in here.

It is like a mental illness that I see and do not recognize as mine.

It takes only but a moment to get swept away. It takes all of the rest of the day to muddle my way out. Not knowing how I found the exit. 

 It happens. It happens a lot. 

 I get lost in here.