the nostalgic thoughts

feet sores

hunched back

raspy throat

uneven breaths

brittle stick cane

exhausted eyes forward

rough clawed hands

lack of focus

confused and dazed

forward body but

nostalgic reluctant mind

take me back.

take me 

back home

but right now

i

feel like 

falling

to

the floor

where burden is lifted 

off of my statue physique

i want to break

my breakedness

and be free from              all of it.

let us fall back to Before.