Ugh

You make me sick, 

You make me want to vomit out my insides

And I know the feeling is mutual

Sitting there next to you

Feeling you here, feeling everything about you

I keep hoping you'll change but people like you never do

They end up being rich business owners who don't care about their employees

Cold fathers who don't love their children.

I still wonder if there's some degree of heart left in you, 

Something of you that makes you human

And not a robot. 

I've been so scared of you, 

Feeling sick to my stomach

Sitting next to you

But somehow

Some part of me

Loves you. 

And I hate that.