You confuse me

You confuse me.

You stare directly in my eyes and smile, 

But you don't look at me everytime I say goodbye.

You allow me to hold your arms,

Another day you walk two steps faster  than me.

You play all that love songs in the car,

And another day you stand away from me.

You call me out for coffee and cakes,

But you don't like to eat sweet savouries.

You text me till late night,

But we never spoke on the phone.

It turns immediately awkward if you bump into me in public,

We exchange smiles and that's about it,

But we meet each other privately over lunch or dinner for extensive conversations.

You seem to like my subtle touch gestures while I'm talking to you,

But you never laid your fingers on me.

You make it look like you treat me special,

But you have other girlfriends who seem to be closer to you.

You initiate movie plans,

But you never made it happen.

You send me pictures of yours,

 I'm wondering whether do you do the same with your other girlfriends?

Do you like me or I'm just convenient to you?

I'm disarrayed cause you confuse me so.