melatonin dreams

A while ago, after the batteries died, I threw my Walkman across my room. There is nothing you can do when you are deaf. I have been "listening" to the vibrations from my earbuds for hours, crying. I read a lot now, replacing my instruments with piles of novels and manga. My ukelele, guitar, and violin are in the back of my closet along with sheet music and piles of CDs. I miss it so much. The explosion in the car crash busted my eardrums. Well that is what they thought. After a while, they looked a little deeper. Something was wrong. And I wouldn't be able to hear anymore. I haven't bothered to go to school since the accident. There is no point. I can't hear my friends talking to me, I can't hear my girlfriend sing to me. I just need to sleep. Sleep it all away.