I don’t deserve anything

my lifestyles is

the amalgamation of many mouse clicks

trillions and trillions of cursers spreading their legs

I don't deserve anything

except to absorb

to collapse all of my

lies and easy fucks

and it just occurred to me

that i've spent my time wanting more

when i got what i wanted

I didn't care because i cheated on it with some easy whore

addicted to zoloft