Glass Slippered.
Clear glass, blown and
collected from sand she found between
the wedges in her bikini,
Mister Charming and the champagne fountain.
So many moth-eaten holes in that night,
so many little rips and tears in that thrift shop dress.
Oceanside property, he had told her, with his parents gone
on a week-long trip to Oslo, and his bitch sister
finishing her sentence for possession, the place was all his.
Halloween, the ripest time, the plumpest evening.
The air is cold and pregnant with winter weather,
shivering in her princess costume.
She told him her name was Cynthia,
and he told her to call him 'daddy'.
Wasn't dancing in the moonlight enough?
To be fanciful and fancied--fancy that.
"Um, I gotta be gone by midnight, I think,
I got a term paper due soon." Bitten lip.
"Sure, baby." He presses a hot hand into
the small of her back and she feels a wormy excitement.
Quiet little sips from the cup he offers.
Those grinning Jack-O-Lanterns, drunk girls
dressed as slutty mice, raising toasts to the host,
Mister Charming. Hand on her leg, fog in her mind.
She woke up with one shoe and bogged with beach.
Dizzied and frenzied, she sweats over the torch,
molten diamond and fiery bubbles forming
beneath her hand. Clear shoes, clear shoes,
no dark and enveloping ocean to meander
down to, no wealthy frat-boy pushing her into the sand.
Thorns and tangled thong, a blurry panting and
a vague panic, hearing laughter in the distance but
unable to reach or cry out--spinning, spinning,
retching as something reaches down her throat and
pulls out her essence--she's dying that night.
"Holy fuck! Prince! Cops!" a fraternity brother cries,
and blue lights and white lights and black ocean
tumble into broken darkness.
Cynthia steps into her clear, hot slipper, shattering it.