Self Hate

It’s a real struggle when you hate not only your body, but who you are, too.

When you hate everything you think,

Everything you say,

Everything you do.

You hate how you look at yourself in the mirror,

And you hate yourself for hating yourself.

You hate how people speak to you when you don’t understand something

Or when you’re unaware of it completely.

You hate how you can’t stop eating your feelings,

And you hate how that makes you more upset.

You hate it,

You hate it,

You hate it.

It’s a real struggle when your whole life has been you telling yourself you’re worthless.

When you hate every fiber of your being

Every fiber of your soul.

You hate how you feel about other people,

And you hate how you think others feel about you.

You hate constantly feeling stupid because you don’t ever know what to say.

You hate constantly feeling hated because you can’t ever act nice in any way.

You hate constantly feeling isolated as though you can’t have anything to say.

You hate simply being you

Every. Single. Day.