Gender and The Body

I often look at my body

And hate it

I hate the curves

And the bumps

I hate that it chains me to girl

I hate when people say I'm beautiful

I just want to be handsome

I hate that I'll always be seen as a she

I feel guilty

For my lover

Who didn't know for a while

That my gender changes

Like tides of the ocean

I'm confused

I know that I'm

Genderfluid

But it can be difficult

Sometimes I love my body

And sometimes not

I just need support

Please just use something else

I'm not a she

Or a her

Just a they

Following the words

Whispered by the flowing tides