when
i say that i
hate myself
i don't want
you to say
that i
am beautiful and great
i know that i am not any of
that. i am me and that
is the problem. i am going
to be the problem until
the day the i die which
i do hope is soon and
if it works, im so sorry
that i couldn't stay and
that i couldn't have been
any happier believe me,
i tried so hard to be
strong but i
fear i can't
keep this
lie up any
more i am
so,so sorry
but i just
want to die
please let me