Her

-Rei

She has the kind of anxiety where I'm not me anymore and she thinks of herself as a door to the next person.

Cause, you see?, she's been hurt to many times before so she doesn't know when love is right anymore.

And yet when I tell her I'll never leave, I have the type of anxiety that makes me believe I shouldn't be here.

Cause I've been played, abused, and raped so I'm very surprised she's stayed

But the fact of the matter is I won't use her as a ladder. I'll stay by her side, I'll bring her up with me instead of climbing to avoid her tears she's cried.

I want to care for her as she does me. I will not flee although my heart tells me so. I will fight my mind to be forever kind to her.

She is kind, cute, and beautiful although blind to it all. I intend to show her how I see her. I want to make her heart happy and jump with glee. Even if in doing so changes or destroys me.

It's worth it.