Journaling
You say you like me now
I will just drag you down
I'm good at making people feel wanted
I'm good at loving, I'm good at being desirable
But once you see the demons I carry
You'll run
Because that's what people do
When they don't know the pain you suffered that made you, you
And I seem like fun, and I can be
But other days I fall apart
And I can't show that side of me
Because they all use it against you at one point or another
So they can never know
What you hold deep
And human connection is something I need
But I can only let someone know me so far
Before I pull away and keep them at arms length
What a mess I am
I know how it happened
But how do I fix it?
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