“BFF”

Dear Best Friend Forever,

I don't really think you understand what forever truly means.

You say you will always be in my life, yet you shove me away to be with people you just met.

You ignore my texts as they are unimportant compared to your own status.

As if I am unworthy of being your friend.

You take pictures with me to put on your Instagram account simply so you can say you've had a lifelong best friend.

You only hang out with me when you are upset because the primary people you want to see are unavailable.

For you, it is all about how you show yourself off to the world.

You care about the amount of twitter followers you have,

If your butt looks "good enough" to post a photo,

The amount of people that you can play with to simply have more attention.

And so I wonder,

Are we truly Best Friends?

You won't admit to me that this is you're life.

I've tried to express my feelings to you,

But they don't matter.

I am sick and tired of being in your shadow.

You're backup plan,

And You're shoulder to cry on

Someday the rest of the world will finally understand Exactly what I have done all along.

Anyone with a label of "best" shouldn't have to put others through this.

I hope that one day you are someone's greatest friend, and you will be there for them for always,

But I can no longer continue being haunted by this abbreviation known as

"BFF"