Pinball lifestyle

Whose in control of my life?

It damn sure isn't me-

That I know for a fact by the way people look at me-

They say things happen in your life for a reason why not own it?

You can't own a life that was never yours in the first place-

I'm sorry if I sound a little ungrateful-

Sometimes it's just hard to remain thankful-

Whose in control of my life?

Man what a wonderful question!

Well if you find them let them know I have a few suggestions-

At this point I'm just a pinball-

Bouncing in all kinds of directions-

Never knowing what I'm going to be running into next-

Whose in control of my life?

Suddenly I wish it was me-

But maybe if it was it just might be the same-

Or I'd be in a ditch somewhere with a needle in my arm and a changed name.