8/17/17 9:32 pm

I have no idea what's going on. I know the world is crazy and messed up in a lot of ways, but I feel so ignorant. I watch the news, I sit back in my chair, and I try to figure out what it all means. What's my opinion on those matters? What side do I pick? The answer is the scariest part: I don't know. There is no clear cut answer, and there is no solution the will make everyone happy. I always liked being the mediator, the rational one, the most level headed, but lately it seems that everyone is either all or nothing. I want to fight for what I believe in, but I don't even know what that is. How can i be a good resident of planet earth if I'm too scared to really be apart of it? It's just very disorienting. And terrifying. And mentally exhausting. If aliens are planning an upcoming abduction, I readily volunteer.