Time and Distance.

8/25/16

I realize now that you don't need me as much as I need you.

You want to love me, but you don't know how... So you only love me when it's convenient for you.

Absence did not make my heart grow fonder.

My heart grew colder... detached... and numb to you.

Perhaps I am to blame for putting so much time and distance between us.

I am not to blame for the silence.

If only you understood, my dear, that your silence is the most violent weapon of all.

Perhaps a part of me wishes you could be scared of losing me, the girl you claim to love.

That maybe, just maybe, you could realize what you have right in front of you... And realize you're letting it slip through your fingers.

I never needed anyone... But I need you. I want you. I love you. And it terrifies me more than anything to have opened up so much to someone.

I've completely surrendered my tattered and fragile heart to you.

If only you would surrender your time.

I feel my heart moving on, while the rest of me is reluctant to follow.

These strings intertwining us together are becoming weaker, snapping with each minute I miss you less.. My fingers desperately trying to tie them back together... My mind desperately trying to find a reason to.