My beautiful illusion

You were always just an illusion

You were real but different in my mind

I thought you were a dream come true

You were an idea sparked from a beautiful picture

Five years ago I thought so much of you

I thought you were saving my life

But you created a person in me 

And neither of us wanted this change

I guess I was stronger than you, 

To stick around any longer

I didn't know how to deal with it

I'm sorry I created the wrong illusion of myself

Now we're in high school

Now I'm changing again

Now you're only an idea to me

I created more of you than I received

Whenever I see you I feel like you're my creation

Seeing you again is like

Painting a picture with the wrong colors

But I didn't

You came to life