Am I just a soul living like a ghost?

Am I even here? Do I even exist?

Watch me, look in my eyes.

Do you see the pain?

I hide it well.

I cried myself to sleep last night.

I miss you more than you know.

So I called you

You brushed me off so cold.

My thoughts suddenly scream.

Nobody likes me.

Nobody ever will.

Something is wrong with me.

Anxiety sucks away my social skills

It's been difficult

Why won't you call me?

Atleast update me we're family.

Does blood even mean anything?

Life keeps moving around me.

People are forgetting about me.

The silence is frightening

How is this even happening?

Should I seek therapy?

I'll turn up the music to avoid my own thoughts from breaking my heart.

My heart has become fragile.

What is life without the people I love?

What if the people I love don't love me back? Is life worth living?

When your watching everyone living.

Yet I'm home crying

Lonely wondering if this is...

How life will always be.

Will I always feel alone?

Am I worth loving ?

Am I just a lost soul living like a ghost?